Wish it were not so, but that Tyler you have never, not once done and apparently forever, a single thing to make things right between us. Among the two things you might cite as to the contrary, I show them disingenuous & deceitful, respectively. While I have waited, an apology never came. While I waited, acknowledgement was entirely withheld. While I waited, you laughed away what once was real but now so well and long forgotten.

The sabotage of our brotherhood that was carried out by your then partner and which you admitted to me you knew and decided to ignore “out of love” was more than simply tolerated by you, it makes you complicit in behavior so base, so ugly selfish and calculated to do harm where none is due, unto what I believe is or at least can be, a rare and sacred class of relationship. You went along, eager to help her better isolate you and free you from blame for the decisions and deceit you practiced.…

You are a dangerous and profoundly naive fool if you haven't figured that out by now, because you know not that you exist as one who is untethered.

You refuse endlessly, needlessly, like the world's oldest spoiled little brat who is never wrong even when they are wrong in ways that make people sick. You gladly let all those cruel statements and lies stand to be believed however more than “not at all” you can get, and do so in front of our entire family and many of my oldest and dearest friends...

Perhaps this is my due after watching how you can spontaneously decide to completely disregard someone who had shown they loved you. I witnessed how your indifference can manifest itself as a cruelty and project your special brand of hate — yet you won’t lift a finger to make it otherwise. The sick pleasure you take in that darkness is why I know you will never admit fault. You can't find an apology in your heart because you trash your soul.

You have refused for years now, to show me even mere recognition of doing right by you, despite your infamous claim of being cheated by me leaving Speakeasy …in itself a wicked lie spun up to protect you from taking responsibility for any of this behavior.

You absolutely never think of me or my family, and when you do you fail totally and immediately, freely breaking your word like we don't count as people. You tend only to what any psychologist would diagnose as a deeply broken self-image. Over more than a decade you have quitely or very loudly HATED ME, and taken from me. You have only sucked the joy out of my life and robbed me of peace and so many good memories that we should have shared together. That is a summary of why this is goodbye, and I can only hope it might help illuminate just how ready and worthy is my good-riddance to the hurt, despair, sadness, nightmares and broken hope over the brother whom let the evidence well demonstrate, I only tried to do right by my entire adult life.